It’s been 6 months.

Poem to my little cousin Jessica Rekos, who would’ve turned 7 last month and died exactly 6 months ago in the Connecticut school shooting. 

It’s been 6 months since I let you go.

But I’ll never forget you, my CEO.

Your eyes were blue,

The color the made you say, “I love you.”

You know you are always in my heart, 

just like you were right from the start.

What’s your daddy going to do on Sunday?

Which is the day of father’s day.

We’re gonna cry,

because on December 14,

you were taken away.

Now it’s June 14 and your still in our hearts.

Because Jessica,

it’s been 6 months.

- by Hazellyn Marie “Hazel” Rekos

to Jessica Rekos, May 10, 2006 - December 14, 2012

happy birthday auslly shipper.

remember her? 

The little Auslly shipper? If you don’t look here… http://austinandallyland-pll.tumblr.com/post/46763111331/lets-pray-for-the-auslly-shipper-we-lost

Now, do you remember? Well today, May 10, 2013 would’ve been her 7th birthday. She wanted her birthday to be austin & ally themed. But remember, she died in December 14, and didn’t even live to see Auslly happened. Thank you all for getting my other post to so many reblogs and likes, and let’s just honor her on what should’ve been her Auslly birthday party. I feel bad, because I remember her grabbing me by the arm and telling me, “Hazel, will Auslly ever happen?” And I’d say, “It will soon you have to wait.” But she waited and it never happen. Now if any of you Auslly shippers died we’d honor you. Now, for this little 6 should’ve-been 7 year old, let’s honor her. Yea, she didn’t have a tumblr. She was only 6. But, she shipped Auslly. She didnt know what “ship” was, but Auslly was her world. She loved Austin & Ally. She loved Ross. But she was taken away. Now honor her on her birthday. R.I.P Angel. Jessica Adrienne Rekos.

From your cousin,

Hazellyn Marie Rekos and the rest of Tumblr. R.I.P. Little CEO and Auslly Shipper Jessica, and happy birthday. :’( 

I turned 15 EXACTLY today and I’ve seen SO MUCH HORROR on this Earth!

First it was that Columbine School Massacre April 20, 1999 (5 days after I turned one), then it 9/11 when I was like 2 or 3. Then it was that Virginia Tech Massacre (a day after I turned 9), then it was Sandy Hook (where my 6 year old cousin Jessica died) now, it’s that Boston bombing ON MY BIRTHDAY!!! Okay, I’m done! (This is Hazel’s sister Ally, but I’m writing it from her prescriptive)

let’s pray for the auslly shipper we lost

Jessica Rekos was six when she was shot to death 12/14/12. She shipped auslly like crazy!!! She could never wait for the episodes when austin and ally started dating, kissing, or admitting they liked eachother. But, she died a month before ally admitted she liked austin, so I feel kind of bad. I remember my cousin having a big crush on ross, but wanted him with ally, so let’s just cry………………

This is dedicated to my family. We lost our little directioner, auslly shipper, belieber, arianator,horse loving Jessica. We called her CEO, she was a fireball…

I’m sorry, I didn’t want to start anything, but I was on my iPhone and I came across this picture if my cousin Jessica Adrienne Rekos, I had a whole album about her, I never even touched, but I checked it for once, and broke down crying. Why? Jessica was only 6 years young when she was shot to death 12/14/12. Me and her had the same last name, she was our family’s little CEO. She loves whales, horses, and braces. She asked her mom for a horse, but she told her she’ll buy her one when she’s ten, but she died four years before. For Christmas, she was going to get cowgirl boots, but died 11 days before. Jessica, I miss you. She used to draw us pictures and write us notes. I miss this girl and I love her. The last time I saw her was a month before she died. She was going to be a flower girl in my cousins wedding in June, but she didn't make it. I know you guys probably don’t care, but I’m bawling my eyes out just listening to her voice on videos where I’d hug her and kiss her. She was my little CEO.
R.I.P. 5/10/06 - 12/14/12

Jessica, even though I may never see you again, I wanted to tell you what happened to the things you loved.

-Your best friend Emilie died with you, she died because she didn’t want you to die alone

-The One Direction kiss you video was amazing.

-Austin and Ally started dating

-Ariana Grande is going to star on a new show!

-1D won the KCAs! So did Ross! And guess what Aria (I know Lucy Hale, but she called her Aria) from Pretty Little Liars was there too!

-We never forgot about you.